A few days after we did fill #5, I noticed some kind of fluid that was leaking out from his upper chest incison. It wasn't a whole lot but because it was coming from the expander that was bruised from surgery, I was slightly concerned that we were heading into a problem. I emailed Dr. Bauer a picture and he said that we would need to watch it. Then a few days later, the lower chest incision also had a spot that was leaking out fluid so I emailed Dr. Bauer again. Keep in mind that the expanders looked good still and it didn't seem like the fluid was increasing. So in my mind, I was thinking that Dr. Bauer would put him on an antibiotic or something to keep the expanders healthy. Well I thought wrong! He said that he thought we should move up surgery. WHAT???????? I didn't see that one coming for one second since we weren't battling a huge complication with a massive infection. And not to mention that we went very quickly from "we need to watch it" to "lets move up surgery."
He further explained that he didn't want something bad to develop out of this and then have to lose the good skin that we already have so far. He also said that he had a couple of meetings this month where he would be out of town and he didn't want an emergency to occur and then not have him be there to do the surgery. I most certainly didn't want any of those things to happen so we agreed that it was best to move up surgery.
Was I horribly upset by this news? Not really because Dr. Bauer knows best and I know that the results will be amazing. I would hate to have something happen and not nearly get the results we could have if we left the surgery the same. Was I disappointed? Absolutely! We were doing so well and his bubbles were on track to go over our goals on at least two of the bubbles so it is hard to think about where we could have gotten. I have learned through my own experiences and my friends experiences, that we can not think about the "what if's". With expansion, we don't always know what will happen so we learn to roll with the punches.
The one thing that made me nervous was when Dr. Bauer was going to be able to schedule us in for surgery. We had so many plans for October with the major thing being a Birthday Bash with two of his little buddies who have birthdays very close to each other. The first date that Kristi gave me (Dr. Bauer's wonderful assistant) was October 8th which would have required us to leave in three days. Although we fly southwest and are able to easily change our flight, it would have cost us a lot of money to change it with such short notice so that wasn't really an option for us and since it wasn't an emergency, Dr. Bauer agreed that it would have been too difficult to get there. So, we went with the next available date which was October 23rd. Of course this date had to directly affect the party and I felt horrible about it but it was best for Aiden and that is our number one priority. Luckily, we were able to move the birthday party up one week and everything worked out. It still sucks that we have to go through this and I have been really tired of switching dates around but 2013 will be a new year and hopefully with it will come better luck with our surgery dates.
After we had the new date scheduled. I asked Dr. Bauer how we should proceed with the fills and he told us to wait a few days and then let him know how the incisions look. Luckily, after a few days, the fluid seemed to stop leaking out and the incisions were not that irritated so he said we could proceed conservatively. If anything else was to happen with the incisions then he told us to stop. I was happy to be able to do a fill but also nervous because I don't want anything else to happen with them. So I waited a few more days before finally doing one.
I am so happy to report that Aiden was awesome during this fill. I wish I would have thought to video tape it. He did not flinch or cry one time and that is a huge reassurance to me that doing these fills aren't painful for him but that he is just scared. He was such a big boy that he even watched me fill up his bubbles and helped me check his skin to see if we could fill them up some more. The little car toy that we gave him also helped a lot! He made his beep beep noises along the way and it was over and done with so quickly that I couldn't believe it. I can't wait to tell him one day what a brave little boy he is. It makes me cry just thinking about. He truly is my little superhero.
With caution on my mind, I filled 20cc in his back expander, and 30cc in his two front ones. Our totals are now 195cc in back, 340cc in lower chest and 260cc in upper chest. We actually do have some great numbers and are pretty close to our goals so that I am really happy about. I really hope to get in one more fill next week! And then off to the Windy city we go after a fun Halloween Birthday Bash that is going to be blast! I can't wait to see the results from this round and share them with you all!
Here are his latest bubbles...
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